PLEASE pray for favor for a man name Caelin who is a public trustee who is going to be investigating me. I have to trust God that there will be no recommendations to be charged for a wrong I committed. I asked forgiveness from God and know I am forgiven, I have given back my heart and life to God but it is my only family member who has .ca.led it in. I tried my best to look after my mom when nobody else would help and I got addicted togambling and took cash for her account. Since I came back to Christ I have cold turkey stopped gambling and been gamble free for 6 weeks which when gambling I was doing it every day. I have been caring for her since father died. She got altztimerz several years ago and now is in full care. I just need to start over fresh and I have help and support system set up which I did not before. I also have have.health issues and have to try and work full time to pay another debt off which will take another 3.5 years to pay off. I do not want to be.l to feel hopeless and not care again. I want to feel forgiven and clean and whole again.I am so broken and any family b.ood I have is not supporting me but against me for what I did.
