I stayed in the small ladder-hole for a few moment, trying to understand the room around me. It was large, very large, and cold. It was well lit and eerily quiet in the chaos. Two large heavily armed guards stood at the large heavy doors to the chamber. Through the grating above me, I could see that the forward half of the room was in fact a large dome of shielded glass. The back of the room, where the main entrance was, was flat with a couple computer stations, but near the middle of the room, the walk-able floor narrowed to a single walkway that protruded out into the glass dome and rose up a meter above a mess of pipes and wires; it was this protrusion that I was now hidden under in the emergency ladder hatch. The floor of the room was plate metal pads in the back but turned to supported metal grating on the protrusion, offering me some visibility without being seen...
I could see a man, not far from my hiding place, standing on the captain's observation deck, which I realized was what I was hiding under. He was dark skinned with long black hair that was wound into thick dirty braids; I couldn't see his face as he was turned away from me, leaning on the forward most railing of the observation deck. He was a large man from what I could see, standing alone and peering into space. I looked out the front of the room now and could see Nar Shaddaa and Nal Hutta not too far off but far enough to be out of reach and not getting any closer; they seemed to shine brightly against the dark void of space. I never thought I would've yearned so much to set foot on either...
Then one of the gunships I had foreseen earlier passed into view of the observation deck, making a slow arc around the ship. It was clearly in no rush to down this harmless leviathan, and firing casually and lazily.
I heard the taps of shoes on the observation deck from the back of the room and could see a very nervous man slowly slink up behind the leader.
"Sir," he lightly began, "We um... We haven't received any further transmissions yet."
"Of course you haven't." the large leader grumbled, not turning to the man. He then stomped loudly and suddenly pounded the railing with such force that it actually bent a little!
"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!" he yelled with a voice full of rage and hatred! "Filthy betraying B----!!!"
"What further action do you recommend, sir?" the frightened man asked, retreating a step back with the sudden burst of rage from his leader.
"What action? What action?!" he cursed, turning to face the young man, "You want to know what action we should take?! Unless this jedi she wants turns up DEAD and SOON, we will DIE here, boy! We will die here in this god-forsaken floating coffin!" He pounded the railing again.
"But what about the escape vessels in the hangar? And the shuttle?" the young man replied, his face melting with fear.
"We can't get to them because our friends, the jedi and that First Mate, have cut us off from the rest of the ship! Even now, they are slowly ripping apart the security doors to this bow command center!" he turned back to face the view of Nar Shaddaa, "And even if we COULD get to those vessels, the gunships would pick us off like flies..."
The young man's face fell to despair...
"But..." he tried, pulling desperately for some vague hope, "But... there must be... there must be-"
"A way?" the leader grumbled in a deep, hateful voice. "If you must have options, here they are." He turned towards the young man and stepped forward to him, getting very close.
"Option one; You run out there and try and find and kill this jedi yourself and bring me his head. Option two; you wait around for someone else to fail at option one. Option three; you sit here and await your cold, terrible, honor-less, and painful death, buried a twisted metal tomb, cold and lifeless in space..."
"But... I don't want to die like this!" he cried, falling to his knees.
"Then die in whatever way you see fit! Throw yourself to the crew, who will tear you limb from limb! Grab some exposed power cables and fry! Or just shoot yourself and get it over with!"
"I can't die! I can't die! Not here! Not this way!!" the man was repeating, mad with despair and terror, reduced to tears and begging... he could not have been more than 19 years of age.
Then the leader sighed, turning back to the boy, pulling his blaster... and immediately shooting him in the head. The boy fell limp with a thud against the grating, blood trickling down; the leader put his blaster pistol back in it's holster on his hip and returned to staring out of the observation dome.
"Why?... Why like this? Why now?" the leader kept repeating to himself quietly, "Why now? Why are you doing this?! WHY?!" With the last "why" he pounded the railing and ladder I was on shook, rattling and forcing me to put my arm out to brace myself.
He looked down for the first time and saw me there, looking up at him...
"You might as well come up, fool." he sighed, "We're all in this tomb together." He turned back to the view.
I crawled out of the hole and moved around to the back of the observation walkway. The guards at the doors began to move forward, seizing their rifles, but the leader motioned for them to stay themselves. I took my hand off of my lightsaber hilt and continued up the walkway.
"So... You a crew member that slipped past or something?" he said to me as I approached, side stepping the body of the young man, not turning to face me yet, "You may as well speak freely; it's only a matter of time before we're all dead. The shields won't hold out for another three minutes." I could sense that he wasn't lying.
"I am Karr Xon." I replied simply. He paused a long time, just staring out the windows.
"...Have you seen the jedi, by chance?" he said at length, "No, I'm not trying to find out where he is, I would just like to know if he lives up to the reputation."
"Frankly..." I paused, feeling the man's grief, "I wasn't that impressed. Just a man like any other..."
"A shame." he sighed, "I had hoped that all of this trouble had at least been in the glory of being pitted against one of those legendary warriors, the jedi. But no... all in vain. And now we die here, adrift in space, with our haven within view but out of reach." With this last line he clenched his fist at Nar Shaddaa.
I approached the forward railing and stood next to him. He was very tall and muscular, his face was dark and his eyes red around his dark pupils, but he was sharp and keen; yet deep lines in his faced showed his despair.
"I am Commander Bulgren, in service of the Lady of Nar Shaddaa; her beauty surpassed only by this betrayal." he said grimly, "You gave me your name, I owe you at least the same, not that it matters anymore."
"The Lady of Nar Shaddaa?" I asked inquisitively. His face twisted with annoyance at the question.
"It doesn't matter now. When she found out a jedi aboard this ship and that the jedi was no longer in our control, she told us to drop out of hyperspace. Immediately thereafter, her own gunships were waiting to take us out. It doesn't matter now though; I think she just wants the jedi dead." he replied, resolved to not talk about it. He then turned and looked at me face to face for the first time; I could see in his eyes that he suddenly had doubts about me, but he didn't say anything.
"Are you able to hail the gunships outside?" I asked at length; he gave me a long hard look at this sudden question. I needed to know more about why this "Lady" was going to such lengths for mass-murder, but my immediate situation was more pressing.
"I don't know what you could hope to do, but they know we can't fire back at them; I'm certain that I could get a message to them."
"Tell them to bring their ships around front of this observation deck so we can see them face to face. Perhaps in this cowardice betrayal we may at least see the eyes of our executioners."
His face remained solemn, but I could feel a small amount of courage muster at this idea, though perhaps ill-fated courage it was. He turned and motioned for a guard.
"Hail the gunships. Tell them that we have what they want and that we want them to come around the front and see in through the bridge windows themselves." he ordered the guard, and the guard immediately left to one of the men behind a communications terminal. Bulgren returned to staring out of the window.
"They are coming, sir!" the man at the communications console spoke up after a second had passed. Bulgren nodded.
"You see that body behind you?" he suddenly asked me, not moving.
"Yes."
"That is the jedi. Do you understand?" he said grimly. He was bluffing the gunships into coming.
"I do."
"Good. This is going to end horribly, but that's not new news and I'd rather that I see my executioners face to face before I die."
In Bulgren's mind, he and a lone crew member were going to stare into the eyes of their killers before dying in a fire of blaster hail from the ships, which would undoubtedly break the shields and vaporize the room. But Bulgren was in fact bringing about the one chance he had at survival...
I calmed myself, breathing deeply. My mind quickly focused and I could feel the air around me tingle with the force. The force was welling up around me, building me up and preparing me for a show of force... And then I felt the eyes again! They were fixed firmly on me directly ahead, from Nar Shaddaa! They were intense, as the eyes of someone who is leaning in as a magician performs a trick, trying to comprehend what is happening... But I had to ignore those eyes. They could see me, but I had no choice... I let my mind keep focusing, my core centered in the force, and the force welling up around me, charging the air. I sensed that even Bulgren could feel the change in the air, the sudden charge and electric feeling...
And then, each coming into view from opposite sides and at the same time, the gunships arrived. I opened my eyes and could see that they were still keeping some distance; close enough to see into the bridge observation deck but not close enough to see our faces.
"Incoming transmission, sir!" the communications guy shouted to us.
"Patch it into the deck's speakers. We shall all hear them and they shall hear us." Bulgren replied. Immediately, a voice came over the observation deck's intercom.
"Where is the jedi?" a commander on the left gunship demanded.
"He lies here, dead, you cowardly snake." Bulgren replied, spitting with the last word. The ships slowly nudged closer to the dome, coming very close to see more clearly; I remained focused and continued to well up the force around me. The ships at last would come no closer.
"Remove his lightsaber and hold it up for us to see as proof." the commander demanded, unable to tell from just sight whether or not the body on the ground was indeed a jedi.
Bulgren knew that this meant the end of his facade, and he just stood there, not responding or acknowledging the order, but instead staring the gunships down.
He was surprised when I moved. I turned to the body behind us, bent over it, and returned with a metal cylinder that I had merely removed from my belt while I was bent away from view...
"Here it is." I said, holding it out in my upturned palm, presenting the small metal handle, "The jedi's lightsaber." Bulgren immediately broke his stare and looked me up and down out of the corner of his view, clearly confused.
"Light it." the commander demanded, still skeptical.
"You don't believe him?" Bulgren shot.
"No, I don't. I won't believe any upon that ship until the blade glows in front of me, and not in the hand of the jedi." he replied; I enjoyed the irony of this last statement of his. Still focusing, the force ebbed and grew around me.
"Then see it's glow." I said, pressing the ignition button; the blade slid out into the air, humming and shining. I could see the guns on the ships disarm, the red "armed" lights fading off.
"Very good! Prepare to receive us in the hanger." he closed, ending the transmission. I let the blade sink away, turning off. The ships slowly began to turn away; now was the moment...
I reached out a hand, feeling the curve of the gunship on the right, which was only just now turning...
"Where the hell did you get that?!" Bulgren yelled, turning to me; I ignored him.
I then clamped down on the ship with the force, channeling the welled up power! It only jolted slightly, but I could see the engines strain as they tried to move freely again; they would do no such thing.
"Do you hear me?!" Bulgren demanded, getting impatient. "What are you looking at?" He turned to look out the front again and saw the ship being held and became silent, unsure about what he was seeing.
When I held the other ship in place, they sent a transmission to the commander's gunship, most likely declaring some sort of technical failure; I became certain of this when the commanders gunship, the one that had been on the left, turned back around and began to approach the gunship I was holding in place... I slowly began to turn the ship around to face the incoming ship.
"What the hell's going on?" Bulgren cursed just as another transmission came in; he was so confused that he didn't dare touch me while I was in this strange state, but rather he would just stare at me.
"One second, we'll be arriving in the hangar shortly, but give us a second." the commander spoke into the microphone as his ship pulled up next to the one he thought was disabled as it faced him... the engines were still firing strongly, but still they thought there was some sort of failure...
I held the ship there, looking the commander's ship face to face with only a couple meters between them...
"Come on..." I said softly to myself over and over, waiting for just the right second... Bulgren just looked back and forth between me and the ships in confusion, but slowly a new expression crossed his face...
Suddenly the ship I held in place flared it's engines to max thrust, running some sort of test! NOW! I let the ship go! It INSTANTLY took off with a strong lurch and jolt forward, STRAIT into the commander's ship! The two ships collided head on, flashing brightly with an electric light, throwing sparks all over the view with small explosions; bright enough to temporarily blind.
When I could see clearly again, I could see the two ships a drift in space in front of us; the cockpit on the front of each one was completely bashed in and blood clouded the shattered windows of both, either from the initial collision or from the intense decompression that immediately followed. The communications console was still buzzing with activity and over it we could hear the hissing of air escaping the ship rapidly, and the gurgling screams of the foes trapped inside, quickly dying. I held my head low, saddened that it came to such a dishonorable end.
It took much of my strength to hold the ship in place as it tried to jar itself free; I felt suddenly weak and frail. I leaned on the railing, my knees shaking, trying to not let myself fall to the ground. Bulgren turned to me, his face no longer showing confusion but rather certainty...
"So, you are the jedi. You somehow just caused that, didn't you?" he said, so suspicious to the point of being beyond doubt.
"... yes," I replied, falling to one knee and closing my eyes; my strength was fading after such a strain, "I am the jedi, and the ships are no more, the blood on my hands." My lightsaber had fallen to the floor beside me; he bent down and picked it up, eying it curiously and turning it in his hands. I watched him as he picked it up; I realized now that I had made a grim mistake...
Suddenly there were muffled blaster shots not far from the main doors! I heard the doors lock down with heavy bolts and the guards spin around with rifles at the ready!... Bulgren looked up at the doors with sudden urgency, and then turned back to me, now kneeling entirely with head bent down and breathing heavily; he slowly pulled his pistol from it's holster. I was suddenly reminded of the body beside me, shot through the head with the same blaster while he was in position not unlike my own! But despite my imminent execution, I could not lift a finger!
"I'm sorry, friend." Bulgren said, actually sounding fairly genuine, "You saved our lives right now, but I'm afraid it was only temporary; while you live and we're all on this ship together, there will just be more and more ships sent this way, and I promise you the next ones will not wait for proof of your death... they will kill us all with one fell swoop. You've earned my respect, jedi; you are bold and perhaps even a bit reckless, but I can see now that you are weak and if you are to die for our lives it must be done now. I would take you captive, but I can see now that I would have no hope of holding you, and I can't risk a death at either your hands or the Lady's. I'm sorry."
As he spoke, I turned my head as much as I could to see the doors to the bridge; the door controls were flashing red, meaning somebody was trying to hack the other side but it was locked down on this side! I focused what little force I had left at my disposal; it was barely enough!...
I focused and I focused hard... the switch... I had to focus! The blaster's safety clicked at my side...
And then, not a moment too soon, I summoned up just enough force energy and the small lock switch to the bridge doors flipped! It turned green and immediately the doors flew wide open! Blaster fire exploded through the doorway like deadly hail, felling all of the guards before they could even fire back! One shot rang out last and it hit Bulgren in the hand that held the pistol; the pistol fell to the floor next to me as Bulgren screamed in pain and held his mangled hand close to his gut, bent forward in pain!
My vision began to swirl all around me, black spots fading in and out, but as I turned I could see Gromdlore running up to me, still smoking blaster in hand, and shouting orders to his men...
All I could remember after that was the hard feeling of hitting the metal grating when I fell prostrate upon the floor, and all went black...